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Eternity. (4ever)

I've been avoiding this since last night. Well actually since Saturday night. I feel the need to make a confession about myself. I guess now it would be making a confession about my past. The Lord has helped me overcome a stronghold I have had for years. I struggled with fear, but not just what is known as "normal" fear. I feared "the end." Those of you who go to Cornerstone might know where I am going with this... I don't know if it was because of the scare tactics various churches used when I was little or just an opening I gave the devil, but I was convinced that no matter what I was going to be left behind. I thought the saving grace God applies to His children applied to everyone but me. Yes, I am 22 and a dedicated worker to children's ministry and I struggled with something so basic to Christianity. Very few people knew how deep and all consuming this fear was in my life. It always seemed to show its face at my most vulnerable times. Espec...