This came out of something I feel God revealed to me the other day. I know I have talked about depression numerous times, but this is the best explanation. Imagine this. You are in a dark room. It is so dark that you aren't sure the size of the room, or what is in it with you. You aren't even sure how you got there. As you look in the distance in front of you, you see a door cracked just enough to see that there is light on the other side. The door looks like it is beyond reach, but you decide you need to try. Then you look around. There is a problem. You have no idea what stands between you and that door. It is so dark you cannot see your own hand and as you call out for help you realize that no one can hear you. Maybe they haven't noticed you are gone. Maybe they don't care . So you pray, but it feels like God can't hear you amidst all the darkness. Paralyzed with fear you eventually force yourself to sleep, only to jar yourself awake a couple hours later. That...