He Holds It All Together

I didn't plan to post twice in one day, but I went outside at 2:45 this morning and that changed. I don't know what prompted me to go outside but I am so glad I did. I looked up and suddenly felt like I was on the Truman Show. hahaha. I know that doesn't seem like a good thing but it was in that moment that I realized how much God loves us. Yes, I am 22 and just now coming to that realization but I am so grateful for that moment. (the low clouds were what made it feel dome like by the way) Anyway, the sky was beautiful and it made me think. God loves us so much that he created this amazing world knowing we would destroy it AND even knowing that he sent his son to die to save us from the horrible death we all deserve so that we didn't have to endure it. John 3:16 says the same thing but it is so much different when you come to that realization on your own. Once I realized that this it made me it that if God made earth so beautiful knowing that we would destroy it no ...

I have no idea why I started this blog, but I am hoping that sometime soon I will figure it out. I guess I could start with what is going on to me right now, even though I was hoping to start out with something positive. I need to free my mind of all the thoughts in my mind. Lately I have been struggling with everything. I have been feeling like a lot of my friends don't care anymore and I really do not like that feeling. I have talked to all of my closest friends since then but I think instead of trying to fix it, I made it worse. So I've been trying to get my mind off of it and give it to God. I know He is in control of everything but I just have to let go and that is extremely hard to do. In the process of trying to let go I made the mistake of reading something someone said about me last year about how horrible of a human being he thinks I am. It actually got me thinking- I'm having trouble maintaining all these friendships so is he right? Probably. That's where I a...